Life...

you know how they always say that life is never fair...well i know exactly what they mean...
how can life look as if its taking a turn for good but at the same time look like its crashing down again...
how more crappy can things get...i think i have been through more then i need for the past months...
im so emotionally disturbed that i even cry at listening to songs about love and happiness...
haih...im so screwed...hehe

Haih...

Can You Die Of A Broken Heart??

i broke my heart today.....and it hurts...
i dropped it down the stairs i guess....
clumsy clumsy and careless me....hehehe....
sometimes people called friends dont deserve what they get....
probably this friendship didnt mean much to them....
but maybe it was something i had to do....
something i needed to experience for some reason....
hopefully it will heal up fast and painlessly....
but i doubt it totally...hehe...but it will heal....

its okie....there is always something to learn from this....
and i wont die of a broken heart....
it will heal as time goes by....
and i love my boyfriend....hehe....
i feel better already :D