Only His....

there was a time, things used to be great....
beautiful memories we used to create....
i loved him more then he would ever know....
my mistake, i had a different way to show....

and yes, there will always be ups and downs....
but there was definately more smiles then frowns....
he cared for me, and that i could clearly see....
he brought me to where i always wanted to be....

his humor, his friendship, and his understanding....
his care, always being there, and his sweet loving....
were the few things that made me know he was true....
i knew i have found a lover and a bestfriend too....

but things started to change as times passed by....
i couldn't find him, no matter how hard i would try....
he went missing, vanished without leaving a sign....
as if he suddenly faded, washed away with time....

i begged, i pleaded, i cried, and i whined....
he didnt come back, instead he left you behind....
were you supposed to replace him in our love story??
were you suppose to mean as much as he meant to me??

you may look like him, but you dont know me the way he knew....
you sound and smell like him, doesnt mean with you i should make-do....
how could he be so selfish, and abandone me here all alone??
he thinks he has done me justice by leaving me behind his clone??

you came into my life, though you were never given an invite....
and shadowed over it, turning it dark when it was once bright....
you want to get the same status and love that he would receive....
but you do not have the power to give, all that he could give....

he made me happy even when times were sad....
he cheered me up, everytime when i was feeling bad....
but you, all that you ever do is throw a blame or a threat....
and make me the sole source for all of your life's regret....

no i do not love you, for i have only loved him....
no matter how hard you force me to or you scream....
havent you ever heard, that it takes two to tango??
so please bring him back, and would you please go??

no matter how alike the both of you may be....
the difference in between, i can clearly see....
you are not the man i loved and deeply miss....
you can never own me, for i am and will forever be....
Only His....