Golddigger....

we live in a world today....
where money plays an important part....
money is seen more important, i would say....
then ever would the matters of the heart....

every girl wants a man with loads of cash....
to provide her with material happiness....
not the kind of man who talks loads of trash....
and provides her only with empty promisses....

if i could have all the money in the world....
oh, the ammount of things i would do....
all the richness, around my fingers curled....
price checking and budgeting, i wont have to....

money....money....oh money....
such an important factor today....
i guess i need to find me a rich honey....
to finance me with cash everyday....

love too, is ever so important....
for it includes the feelings of the heart....
but happiness in love is never constant....
therefore, cash has taken a more important part....

you cant say that im a golddiger....
cause who can blame this little girl....
for wanting a man with a wallet a little bigger....
to fit into this meterialistic little world....

Hello Peepz....

****Wishing everyone out there a very very Happy Diwali....may your year be filled with light and happiness....enjoy all the food you can get and also the cash....hehe....chill out and reconnect with the society okies....and not forgetting....Selamat Hari Raya as well to all you muslims....****

Holidays....Finally!!!

hello peepz....been awhile since i wrote something about myself here....hehe....been busy actually with stuff....my training is done....YAHOO!!! hehe....yeah its about time....and i had to rush to finish up my report and prepare for my presentation since it was scheduled on the 2nd of october while my training finished on the 29th of september....so needed to get things done quick....and not to forget i needed to rush back to malacca to get my room preped up....and boy was it dusty....hehe....im alergic to dust so i had to wear a face mask to clear most of it up....there was a thick film of dust on the floor itself....hehe....but i did manage to get it all cleared....

going back to malacca was a funny feeling all together....probably i wasnt there for a long time....thus the akwardness....but trust me....i really did feel very weird....hehe....some what scared you can say....everything there seemed new....not that it was new or anything...it just felt new due to my long absents....hehe....believe it or not....i wasnt even comfortable in my own house....the same house with the same people i stayed for 2 years....hehe....guess i just needed some getting used to time....hehe....things got better after some time....i spent a week there....so i guess its all back to normal now....i hope....hehe....

meeting up with my housemates again was a nice feeling....it was being away from them that you were so familiar with and then meeting up again....they are my family in malacca since we stay together....the hommies of 774....hehe....they didnt change much...except for a few new hair styles....the rest were the same....felt nice to finally be back....but sadly suja is going off for her industrial next semester....so there would be still one member missing till next year....an unfortunate situation or a blessing in disguise?? hehe....well atleast the house wont be haunted by a "toyol" anymore....hehe....have fun working dearest piglet....hehe....and make sure you bring your ass back to malacca as often as you can....hehe

and not to forget....i also met yogi, deepu, geral, and kalai after four months of chatting and emails....man wasnt that refreshing....i hate chat....hehe....the reunion with geral was cut short since she had to return to ipoh since her relatives were coming down....only managed to spend like an hour or so with her since we had the same presentation venues....the rest arrived a little later....but it was so exciting to finally see them all after so long....and yes, the latest buzz around all my friends is that i have gone fat....hehe....guess i have as well....with all the food available i penang....how can you blame me?? penang is after all the food paradise of malaysia right?? hehe....the meeting up was great....i dont think we laughed as much ever as we laughed and joked on that day....it was a blast....and kalai was mad as usual....and yogi had some interesting videoclips in her new mp4 player....ehem ehem....how could you canhge so much in such a short time yogi??? hehe....meeting deepu finally was a relief for the both of us...for we have spent our time from 9am-5.30pm for the whole four months chatting....and we were clearly getting sick of chat....it was nice to finally talk face to face again wasnt it deepu?? hehe....

i finally met him after so long....and as usual...after every long holiday....world war three did erupt....hehe....but i guess it was settled pretty fast this time because we missed each other loads....couldnt be mad for too long....hehe....had a wonderful few days there with him....wish everyday would be like that few days....just a wish though....because reality always had something else planned....sad sad....went out most of the time....just chilling since the rest of my friends were busy with finals preparations and we couldnt disturb them....so we were pretty much going up and down lepaking....had a blast of a time....though at times he had other things to do....but we did spend a great deal of valueble time together....and i liked it....met up with the little one in malacca also for lunch....had to take him out....sadly it was a sister's responsibility....hehe....its his turn next....remember that dude....hehe....you are the brother after all....

and now im on holidays....long long long holidays....not all that long....but it feels long since its been some time since we had some holidays to enjoy....hehe....diwali and raya is also coming up soon....so the whole family will be down to chill out....should be going visiting since we are not celebrating this year....so looking forward to all the good food....also looking forward to the soon to be executed langkawi trip....to meet up with batz and him again....hehe....im sure it will be loads of fun....sadly some are not coming....im not talking to you all :P its okie....we will enjoy all the tax free liquor on your name okie....hehe....just taking a break before starting the hectic campus life again as the superior senior in campus....hehe....but honestly, i cant wait to get back....its hectic but enjoyable at the same time....after all, there is no life like campus life right....hehe....

okies peepz....ill sign off here....till my fingers met the keyboard to write again....take care and ciao

I Missed You Today....

i missed you today....
when i woke up in the morning....
when i opened my eyes....
and found your face missing...

i missed you today....
while i was washing my face...
while i brushed my teeth....
using your brand of toothpaste....

i missed you today....
as i sat down for breakfast to eat....
as i served myself the food....
and noticed your empty seat....

i missed you today....
when i switched on the television....
i remembered how you would watch....
and fall asleep all of a sudden....

i missed you today....
while i talked on the phone....
while i told my bestfriend....
without you, i feel so alone....

i missed you today....
as i sat down down at work....
as i switched on my computer....
and remembered your irritated smirk....

i missed you today....
while i dressed for bed....
while i sat infront my dressing table....
and your love letter again i read....

i missed you today....
as i closed my eyes to sleep....
as i hugged my pillow....
and silently begin to weep....

i missed you today....
your memories dont seem to fade....
but no matter what i do or say....
the fact remains that your dead....