Time Just Seems To Fly...

pheww!!! i think i have been absent from my bloggie for years...hehe...nothing much actually...just been really busy with studies and also had lots of problems with my internet connection back at malacca...but guess what...im as free as a bird now...sounds happy right...but im actually sad about that fact...and thats because i have officially graduated from my university...DAMN!!!

im missing my life there so much already and its been only 2 weeks since i have been away...its funny how 4 years rushed through so so sooooo fast before i could actually stop and grab some time to enjoy and appreciate my life there...it ended in a blink of an eye...they always said "there is no life like university life" (dont ask me who they is...its the same people your parents referred to when they wanted to advice you or scare you for some reason...remember " dont break the glass...they said its bad luck"?? yup, its the same people ;op) i never thought i would one day agree with them, but somehow today....i actually do...there can never be another life like university life...and man im upset it ended so soon...

i remember the 1st day i was left at my hostel room in malacca...i couldnt wait for the 4 years to end so that i could run away from that place and go back home to my family...me and my roommate would sit and talk about how we wished things would go as fast as it could for us to get away from here...i guess i never realized it, but slowly i was actually making a life of my own there...a life that at that time i never thought would mean so much to me now...all the people i have met that left an impression on me and how i have grown up...the relationships i have formed with friends and loved ones...the memories made at each spot around campus and my home there...

i guess its safe to say ill always treasure my memories in university as it played a major part in making me the person i am today...i met so many lovely people that until today i still can say that they are my close friends that i hold close to my heart...and how do i forget some of the interesting characters that some how seem to irritate my soul by just being around...hehe...it was irritating then but now it seems funny how they always had the need to belong or to control or to prove themselves better than everyone else or simply pretend to be someone they are not...its kinda sad to think of them actually for they cant just be happy being themselves and feel contented with that they have...they thought me how to always be me and to be happy to be me (which i am very much by the way ;oD) ...i also met the love of my life there...someone whom i care with all my heart and soul for...and i hope its the same from him...hehe...he provided me with support and love and the feel of family when i was away from my own family...he also helped me to grow as a person to become more firm with my decisions and take control of my life the way i want to...

haihhh...i left to university with the main purpose of studying and to bring home a degree to secure my future and make my family proud of me...but this experience did not only educate me about the subjects i studies but also about a major part of life i would never have learnt if i was to choose a different path...and today i leave university as a graduated with a degree who was learnt to be independent from family...met a beautiful soul which someday i hope to marry...met so many amazing friends to treasure for life...learnt so much about life and people...grown up in so many aspects that i think its safe to call myself a lady and not a girl anymore...to summarize all up, i have developed so much as an individual from this experience...this will always be a phase in my life that i would cherish no matter what happens...and i already have loads of writings and pictures to help me immortalize these sweet memories...

im really gonna miss being a student...campus was my home...but not anymore now...as always, life goes on...and im unemployed now...really need to start looking for a job...hehehe...ciaozzz peeps