*GRRRRRRRRR...*

well i guess the title shows that i have got something bothering me....

dont bother asking what cause i dont think ill explain....hehe....but its not bout my family or friends though....so dont worry peeps....its nothing you have done :)

but i think most of you out there would have experienced this in your life before....you know just how irritating things can be when deep down inside you need something soooo much but then you know that you need to take control of your feelings and not surrender to it for your own good....damn!!! hate that feeling....

im going through that feeling exactly this minute....i want something sooooooooo bad that its eating me inside....but i cant give up though....i need to refrain myself and keep my distance as long as i can to get a message through....atleast i hope it will get through....damn!!! and im missing you too :(

damn....oh yeah, i went for car shopping today....kinda found a suitable candidate to purchase....so im keeping my fingers crossed that all works out well *smiles*

but i still hate what im feeling now....haih....*grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*

Hey You...

am i being played out?!? i do not know for sure....but small hints are arising....

but i guess its too soon to judge the situation as i had no idea about it at all until someone else told me about it....but the points are valid....and the whole situation feels very fishy....

i feel like i am being played out....you know how you just know after seeing and realizing a few stuff you have just overlooked over time....this all seems too familiar....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

hey you....i hope you know what you are doing....and you better bet your life that you are not messing around with me....cause if you were, then i can only tell you that you do not know what you have gotten yourself into....

so if i were you...ill watch my back and maintain to my limits....is that understood??? it better be....

*Sob*Sob*

Haih!!!

life can be kinda crappy at times right...haih....hate it when this happens.... i wish people would stop judging me on every decision i make like im so dumb.... if only they could have some faith that i know what im doing....hmmm