Haih...

Can You Die Of A Broken Heart??

i broke my heart today.....and it hurts...
i dropped it down the stairs i guess....
clumsy clumsy and careless me....hehehe....
sometimes people called friends dont deserve what they get....
probably this friendship didnt mean much to them....
but maybe it was something i had to do....
something i needed to experience for some reason....
hopefully it will heal up fast and painlessly....
but i doubt it totally...hehe...but it will heal....

its okie....there is always something to learn from this....
and i wont die of a broken heart....
it will heal as time goes by....
and i love my boyfriend....hehe....
i feel better already :D

Mora saaiyan moh say bole na...

Ayso gaye pardes piya tum,
Chaain humay nahi aaye....
Tu jo nahi to aise piya hum,
Jaise soona aanganaa.....
Pyar tumhai kitna karte hain,
Tum ye samajh nahi pao gay....
Jab hum na honge to peharwa,
Bolo kya tab aao gay??
Mora saaiyan moh say bole na....

damn....its only been a month and its already feeling this bad....and i wonder how am i suppose to go through this for the next whole year....sometimes i wonder how am i actually surviving everyday....cause man, this really sucks....and looking around and seeing others around me isnt helping at all....probably that explains why id rather sit at home and spend less time outside....hmmm...

i hope whatever i have been praying for to happen, happens in the next couple of weeks....so that i can finally focus myself on something else and probably the time will fly by as fast as it can without me realizing it....hmmmm....one can always hope right?? haih....