Butterflies....
***lub dup...lub dup...lub dup....***well thats the sound of my heart beating....now accelerate that by twice and thats how fast its beating....damn i hate this feeling....hate it hate it hate it....but it doesn't go away....oh yeah, and might i add....I've also got tiny butterflies flying around my tummy and that dont feel good either...
damn!! well I've been applying for jobs since that now im a graduate....and from those application, there is a walk-in interview on the 19th of this month...yes, its that long time to go but im getting the nervousness now itself...crappy huh!! not that i dont have confidence in myself....i do have alot infact...but its just that there are like 80 other applicants and some with even better qualifications than myself....so it kinda makes me insecure or something bout this whole issue....i guess i kinda want this job huh....
maybe its my 1st interview and thats why the cold feet....oh damn....scary isnt it....hope i will do well if i do go for the interview...need to discuss with the parents 1st about this....im currently doing soft breathing exercise to slow down my heart beat and kill the butterflies....but its not working....***lub dup...lub dup...lub dup...*** damn!!!
posted by
BaBy gUrL
at 2:23 AM
2 Comments:
lol. before u know it, u would find it so funny to hv actuallt felt this way in the beginning.
i remember feeling nervous just as i was abt to go in for my very first int. the moment i went in n let my motor-mouth run, all nervousness disappeared and i suddenly felt as though i've been doing this for yrs now.
:D
so good luck n dont worry. compared to most candidates, you already hv the lingo advantage. ;) imagine how the rest would be feeling knowing tht communicating the simplest things might be so hard for them. u dont hv to worry abt tht. ur just worried abt wat u wanna communicate to them.
savvy? ;)
hehe..i tink i not goin 4 tat interview d...2 many obstacles...wil try out other places...
hehe...i know i will do ok in d interview...hav confidence in tat...but wat 2 do...d butterflies came out of its pupa witout bein told 2...hehe...automatic reaction
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