Life Oh Life....

hello people....for the first time im writing a blog from my home....wow....what an accomplishment....hehe....actually kinda had a mental block in office....wanted to write but had no clue what so ever on what to write....i only got an idea on my way back from office....hehe....so here i am....

life oh life....i cant help but be amused by life and its miracles....something is always planned and there is no way you can guess what is going to happen next....just as you think that you have got everything under control and planned out....life takes another jump to an unknown and unexpected lane....and you are left to start from scratch again....hehe....amazing and fascinating....

take me for example....a few days back...if you would have asked me, i would have told you my plan for the whole week....actually i could have summarized for the whole month if you wanted....but hehe....as i said, life had something else planned....and here i am having to make a whole new schedule for myself for the whole week....

i could have sworn i had my whole life and actions planned out....i knew exactly what to do and when i should do it....but i woke up today with a different view on things....now im going totally against my own plans just because it feels right....yeah....how fickle a human can be....hehe....

well i guess destiny does exist....i know everyone has his or her own opinion on how destiny works....and im one of those who believes that i make my own destiny....but then again, all my decisions tend to be influenced by some unknown factor that at times, goes against my own liking....hehe....how mysterious....and yet things always end up the right way....probabily better than i have expected....guess thats just gods way of helping us and at the same time make us feel independent....i like that person up there....*wink*

to someone out there....you know who you are....if you are reading this....im sorry for what i said to you online okie....yeah probabily it was abit overboard for me....but what you did wasnt nice as well....i hope you realise that....anyway i realise there is no use in what we are doing....if i did wrong i will pay for it somehow...and if you are in the wrong you will pay for it....thats just the rules of nature right....no use wasting the friendship we have over that....hehe....so i hope we can still be friends....but my conditions still stand okies....message me sometime if you are okie with stuff....

okies then....i crapped what i wanted already...and i think i should stop here....need to go watch the television....hehe....yeah, i love the tv....so till the next time my fingers meet a keyboard....thanks for reading my crap....ciao