My Weakness....

Things were clear after our break up fight....
As i slept alone, finally with a clear head....
Only to awake with a terrible fright....
I had a dream that you were dead....

Tears rolled down my sad cheeks....
The thought of losing you was too much to bear....
My head started spinning and my knees became weak....
When i imagined a life without you there....

The candle in the dark, the one who is always there....
Thats the importance you hold in my life....
The love you showed with so much care....
My only wish was to be your loving wife....

A life without you wouldnt be a life at all....
Who else would i be proud enough to call my own....
If im lonely and depressed, who do i call....
Who am i supposed to turn to when i get thrown....

These thoughts have made me so very scared....
For you have already started to walk away....
How can i pretend that i never cared....
Because without you, i cant live even for a day....

I cleared my head and picked up the phone....
I wanted to talk to you, i just had to....
I dialed your number and waited for your tone....
I realized now, how much i missed you....

P/S: this is not bout my personal experience okie...hehe...just got the inspiration after reading nisha minhas's sari & sins...from the Zara and Jordan situation...*wink* read it yourself and you will know what i mean...hehe