I Would Look Back At Today....
i would look back on today....
as the day things went against my way....
my love was betrayed, all known friends have let go....
who was i to turn to, i did not even know....
i looked up at the sky, calling God's name....
is this what He meant by He loved us all the same??
i turn around and see people as happy as can be....
if someone were to suffer, why should it always be me??
i have been through so much, couldnt He see??
why cant He find someone else, and just let me be??
i hate you God, for you have been so unfair....
even if the others defend You, no more do i care....
................................................................................................
i would look back on today....
as the day i have found my way, i can finally say ...
my own efforts, my own sweat, my own knowledge....
without Your help, i have made my own image....
i stand tall, looking down at the world and its people....
fame, wealth, and respect i have obtained from all angle....
i was always told that You would stand behind me....
lead me through the darkness when i cannot see....
but i know i have proved all Your believers wrong...
You did not stand by me, but i have still emerged strong....
i have made it on my own, and i did not need You....
i realised that today, tomorrow the world would too....
..............................................................................................
i would look back at today....
as the day that, again, i begin to pray....
i had everything i wanted, it was all with me....
revengeful and greedy, that was all that i could be....
i lost faith in You, and i never wanted to look back....
i was in denial all the way, i was trying to deny the facts....
You stood by me all the way, till i reached my peak....
You showed me my way, never allowing me to feel weak....
You made me suffer yesterday, so i could learn for today....
but i have misunderstood You, and i have gone astray....
letting go of my pain, i finally could see all the blessing infront of me....
i thank you Lord, thank you for being there for me, in the form of FAMILY....
as the day things went against my way....
my love was betrayed, all known friends have let go....
who was i to turn to, i did not even know....
i looked up at the sky, calling God's name....
is this what He meant by He loved us all the same??
i turn around and see people as happy as can be....
if someone were to suffer, why should it always be me??
i have been through so much, couldnt He see??
why cant He find someone else, and just let me be??
i hate you God, for you have been so unfair....
even if the others defend You, no more do i care....
................................................................................................
i would look back on today....
as the day i have found my way, i can finally say ...
my own efforts, my own sweat, my own knowledge....
without Your help, i have made my own image....
i stand tall, looking down at the world and its people....
fame, wealth, and respect i have obtained from all angle....
i was always told that You would stand behind me....
lead me through the darkness when i cannot see....
but i know i have proved all Your believers wrong...
You did not stand by me, but i have still emerged strong....
i have made it on my own, and i did not need You....
i realised that today, tomorrow the world would too....
..............................................................................................
i would look back at today....
as the day that, again, i begin to pray....
i had everything i wanted, it was all with me....
revengeful and greedy, that was all that i could be....
i lost faith in You, and i never wanted to look back....
i was in denial all the way, i was trying to deny the facts....
You stood by me all the way, till i reached my peak....
You showed me my way, never allowing me to feel weak....
You made me suffer yesterday, so i could learn for today....
but i have misunderstood You, and i have gone astray....
letting go of my pain, i finally could see all the blessing infront of me....
i thank you Lord, thank you for being there for me, in the form of FAMILY....
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BaBy gUrL
at 8:21 PM
6 Comments:
wow parveen..... In the form of Family.... i love that line....is so touching!!!
hehe....thanks....thats my fav line too....that was the line i thought bout....i wrote the whole thing....just to end it with that line....
wow..tats so beautiful one da...at first i was thinking wats wrong wif tis gal la..suddenly scolding god...then hehehe...a small piece of thought
***God have arranged a examination for all of us n its fully up to us on how we are goin to slove each part of it...if u passed the xm wif good grade, u will be directed to the path to happiness but if u fail then dun blame the god***
hehehe... ..have a nice day..tc da
gurl,splendid poem...yeah "LORD",in form of family...i just love that...kewl..gurl,just wanna let u know,ur life isn't that bad gurl..how can it be,when i'm part of it..:)look across the sea,and you would see me:)..take care gurl..muaxx
hehe...i think its more the other way la...your life is better with me in it...hehe...luv ya gal...muaxXx
awwww.. yai yam so touched la parveen. Yai think yai yam going to cry. Yai didn't know you think that way about your family.
So sweet.
:-P
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